I Give Up..

Guess what...

I give up.

I give up on you.

I give up on us.

Set me free.

Let me go.

You've made your choice.

No matter how many times you said that u want us to be together like we used to, I know that you're lying to yourself, lying to me. You have set on your mind that you want to be out of this relationship.

I will set you free.

I will let you go.

Your heart no longer belongs to me.

Let's part in good terms... Don't make me regret these past 10 years that we were together..

Let me go.. that's all I ask from you.

Don't let me live in this pain. Don't let this thing eat me alive.

New day..

New post..

Still in love with me.. LOL

But honestly I feel better today. Was wide awake till 5 am ... when I woke up, my mind was clear.

I knew what I had to do.

It's up to him to decide what to do..

If he says Yes, then it's a new beginning for us.

If he says No, then it's the end of the road for us.

To be frank, I don't care if it is a yes or a no...

I am going to move on.

I am going to love me more...

..............

angry...

hurt...

lost...

dazed...

confused...

The New Me..

This is the place where I am going to let go my feelings, my anger, my love, whatever that is going on inside me... the new me??? The truth is I've been killed once... now for the second time I am being killed again.. makes sense??? don't think so..

Killed ... my definition of being betrayed by the person that I love... or should I say loved... Guess the loving feeling's gone now... like the song in Top Gun - You've Lost That Loving Feeling... well I've lost it...

People like you (you know who you are) are the reason for people like me use swear words... look down on people like you.. yet u say I am the one with the MAJOR problem! Face it... things will never be the same again.. we've reached our end of the road, no more corners.. no more I Love You... (who sang that song, btw?)

Gonna learn to love myself more now... Will give u face no more (X nak bagi muka lagi)...

This is the new me...

The new me hates you..

The new me loves me..

The new me will cry for you no more..

The new me wants you out of my life..

The new me wants YOU to go to HELL!!!!!